I can NEVER go home any more [I Love Sad Songs]

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Me - problematic child always on the edge and in trouble, grew up fast.

Dad - told me I'd never grow up to be anything as my mom relayed the message to me.
His negativity made me excel in everything I did, proving him wrong.

I was the last friend he had, as a stranger told me what he had said. About me.

Mom - took her in while siblings considered her a burden, she took her own life while under my care.

With both passing,
Family - all dead to me.
(Matthew 8:18-22)

I Can Never Go Home Anymore!