I Feel So AloneJust did my workout for today,Usually makes me feel better.Went to shower,turned on some music and I hear sounds of the sea...don't remember when i put that I playlist.Was lying there for a while,random thoughts,then it hit me.Why?Why do I do this?I...See More »
I Quit SmokingOne week without them,I really feel reborned.Food and drinks got a taste and I feel like a have a nose again.I still don't know what to do with my hands though,getting tempted in stressful situations.Also,feels awkward when on a brake at job and...See More »
I Am An IntrovertWent to a meeting today,God there was so much people.Big room almost fully packed,nowhere to hide.Was feeling so open and vulnerable,lost a friend somewhere in crowd,eventually found a balcony,much better.3 people on their phones and a couple kissing...See More »
I Enjoy Exercising and Weight LiftingJust did a workout,exhausted.At least it wasn't cardio :p Interesting how it can change your mood,just forget about anything and do the workout,like a mini reset button.I wonder why I didn't started before,so much I missed.
I Love the Night SkyWonderful night.Stood up from computer and went to porch.Stars are clear,not a single cloud,half-moon.Thinking about recent past,could done some things different.Or not maybe it just turned out as it should,I guess.Wish I had someone to share the...See More »
I Like to Ride My BikeAlmost midnight,usual city ride calm night people roaming around walking their paths.Felt good,didn't go the usual route today,driving next to a river,found a bench a bit further down the road,no one around,just sitting there looking at river,spaced...See More »
I Love the Smell of Freshly Cut GrassWas riding a bike in the middle of the night,not much people then,was stuck in a thought then i smelt it.Stood there for 10 mins or so,lost track of time anyways,those few who went by me looked me weird.Mmm is was wonderful,weak rain started shortly...See More »
I Feel So AloneI'v always been a loner,hermit,not much interested in people around me,except my family obviously.Living alone for past 10 years now,never felt the "need" to be with someone.Got no friends,at least real ones,mostly platonic level,I don't see them...See More »