@KandiGhostcat: Don't get a boy/girlfriend only because you think you are going to find what you can't get from your sister. A relationship can indeed, be great, but that is not always a guarantee. Both parties have to work at it and commit themselves to each other. There has to be honesty, communication and respect. A relationship can be a beautiful thing, but focus on yourself first. And don't get a girlfriend only because you can have children. If and when you meet someone, have the goal in marriage in mind. I know you would like to have a sexual relationship, but in all honestly you should wait. I know that doesn't sound practical, but it will force the man to have more respect for you and if and when you are married it will be well worth the wait. Exploring each other in a way that you never have before and being each other's. pleasing each other like none other has done before. The sex will be such a fulfilling a different experience. I totally get the part about you not being social. I am not that social either, but sometimes you have to force yourself to go out and connect with new people. It may take time, but once you find someone who you are comfortable being around, invite them to hang out somewhere. Each time you hang out and have conversations, you are learning about each other and building new friendships. If its's a guy, it could potentially turn into something more, but don't rush it, take your time. And if its a girl, she could become one of your best friends, and you guys could help each other through hards times and frustrations. possibly later on down the line, she could have a guy friend to introduce you too and something could build from there too. We don't know what the future hold for us, and we cant' always control the things that happen, but I'm learning that sometimes we have to take a chance. We have to take a leap of faith and move forward. If never move, then likely we will be stuck where we are. And another things about you not being able to have kids, don't worry too much about that. I mea, don't get me wrong, I know that it can be disheartening if you had your heart set on having kids of your own, and I don't know your story, but there are other options. you can adopt. There are millions of children without families and don't have care and love. And one more thing about your sister, try writing her a letter, sometimes that can be help in getting someone to know how you feel if they have little time. Write a letter explain how you feel. Let her know that you love her. Slip it to her in passing our place it somewhere where you know she will find it. Hopefully some of this will help you.
