I Just Want to Say Something

It's so official. I am the latest victim of one-sided love story. I didn't think it'll ever happen to me. I am practical, emotionally aloof, and career-oriented to a level people call me nerd. I am the one who studies, eats, have fun and sleeps without a care in the world. I didn't care that my friends were in relationships and laughed in my heart when then talked meaninglessly for hours over phone losing their sleep. But I'm the one losing sleep over a girl now. She's my classmate, a long time friend and extremely intelligent and smart. She haunts my mind throughout the day, and that may be because she calls me multiple times a day. We'll soon have campus recruitments in our college and it's the most hectic phase of my life. I wish I can continue to be a friend to her, without sacrificing my studies or losing my sleep over her, like now. It's 2:00 am and I can't sleep :|