the day the music died

so today my LDR girlfriend and I have decided we should break up. We have been together for maybe 10 years, we met 3-4 times every year on small vacations. But we know the way things are we wont be able to be together, so we have decided to take it slow and call it off.
I wanted to write this experience, hence i am here.
Hopefully i can write as much, maybe everyday when i miss her. I want to miss her everyday, even though we may still find someone, but i want to pray and love her always.
I miss her.
Maybe it will sink in slowly, i think we may still talk sometimes in middle and i dont know how it will be.
I miss her