I Want To Say Something To My Father

Dad or just sperm donor
You left me and mom when I was barely born , I don't know you and don't want to know you ,you didn't want to know me ,never a birthday card ,or nothing . my life isn't great but it's better without you being in it, (someone not loving you don't belong or deserve the love of there offspring) you probably won't see this but it makes me feel lots better ,on ep I had two dad's pops Rick, who done more for me then I can ever hope to repay (thank you pops Rick ) and dad coary loved me even when I was being a cry baby or just not liking myself ,he knew how to make me see things in a different way (thank you dad coary ) I miss you xox .
Anyway sperm donor dad , you hurt yourself by not having anything to do with me or mom ,I don't have any love in my heart for you ,there's no hate either ,your nothing to me ,I can't hate nothing .
Thank for reading this
Tim

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Freckles1969 · 56-60, F

I understand how you feel. My sperm donor decided he wanted to be a "dad" when I was 24,and had a 1 year old child. I gave it my best effort, but he was in it more out of curiosity than anything else. He had 3 other children that new him, as he was married to their mother and they were conceived after marriage. Those 3 adult children didn't want another sibling. They made it difficult on my donor and ultimately he caved to their wishes. He would reach out on father's day, my birthday, and Christmas. 2 years ago I told him I wanted absolutely no contact with him anymore. It was too difficult on me and my children. I said my peace, and I have forgiven all 4 of them. Funny thing is the 3 siblings have another sibling that came later from their mother and her new husband. He was accepted and welcomed. I guess it was different because he was an infant and I was an adult. Good luck on your journey.