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I wish I was the one that gave you up, maybe then it won't hurt as much.. selfish of me I know .. but you gave me up so many times before .. I was stupid to let you back in .. everytime.. yet then again I wish it was me who walked away .. maybe then you'll feel my pain .. so selfish as this may seem .. I just wish and wish it was a nightmare.. a dream ..
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That's always what hurts the most. When we wouldn't give up on someone but it seems so easy for them to give up on us.
Starz93 · F
Burns the heart and drives us nuts .. but then again we'd value ourselves more .. knowing that we are not so selfish to give up on someone we claim to love and care for .. and that we were willing to fight until our last breath..
@starz93: yes you should look in the mirror and be proud that you gave it everything you had. I think we all have that one person who finds it so easy to come back and do this over and over. The trick is finding a way to build that wall for only this person and not everyone else. I still haven't figured that out.
Starz93 · F
@CallmeHopelessNotRomantic: it's hard, our mind is stronger than our heart but at times the heart overpowers the mind. It's a battle between the two.. when they come back the heart will open the door .. even when the mind refuses and knows it's wrong,and knows that you will get hurt again .. but you let them in .. cos the heart beats the mind so many times when it comes to the one that we loved so much , we become so weak .. at times we become addicted to their love regardless of how much they hurt us .. we need to learn how to tame our heart, and if they ever come back .. even if we miss them so much , we mustn't let our heart take control but our mind.. and that requires so much hard work.. only then when we can tame our heart and use our mind only then that wall can be built ..
@starz93: you sound so much like me. I think we all have that one person like that. We'll be sitting there telling ourselves this isn't going to end well for me, but for whatever reason we don't end it. And we just have to deal with all the crap they dish out, yet again.
Starz93 · F
@CallmeHopelessNotRomantic: love is blind.. in every way .. but hey life goes on ..
@starz93: yeah, it does. It gets better. And if you're anything like me, as soon as you're better, they show up.
Starz93 · F
They do show up when i feel better .. and thats it I done it and the pain is healing .. they show up and I'm stupid every time I let them back in!! @CallmeHopelessNotRomantic:
@starz93: I know that feeling all too well lol. It's like we forget the really bad, and they remind you of the good at first. Then you're in so deep when the bad sneaks back up.
Starz93 · F
@CallmeHopelessNotRomantic: I know right! A circle we go round and round but we must break it this time..
@starz93: definitely. Things have to eventually work out. It's not fair to keep being hurt.
Starz93 · F
True, I hope so! Bless you. @CallmeHopelessNotRomantic:
@starz93: if you ever need to talk you can message me!
Starz93 · F
@CallmeHopelessNotRomantic: thank you , sweet of you :) likewise to you.