I Want to Say Something

Sitting at home venting while hearing the song "Because of you" by Kelly Clarkson, thinking of how my mother ruined chances for me to ever find love since she held me back for almost 15 years of my life for God knows what reason.

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fources · 41-45, M

Well, its never to late. it gets better with time, start now.

scooogy · 31-35, MVIP

@fources Can you believe that at the age of 28 years I've finally got to know how it feels like when a relationship gets established without the whole "are we a couple now" shit? I've first wondered about this since I've seen her two times by then, yet I've just felt comfortable enough to give the first kiss to her. Today when I get back to thinking that usually it should be this "official" way, I start to feel uncomfortable since in a way it's like having an exam then, in which both know "you'll pass no matter what, but for whatever reason we two ought to do this now even though noone will ever get to know we did"...

fources · 41-45, M

@scooogy I will just say, you guys shouldn't put a label on anything, just enjoy every moment and let life direct. Sometimes, thinking too much about things can make it more difficult when it shouldn't.

scooogy · 31-35, MVIP

@fources you mean eventually engaging in sex without having talked a word about relationships wouldn't be a bad thing?

fources · 41-45, M

@scooogy Yes, Just go with the flow. if that's what you both want, it will become obvious later on. For now, just keep going. Have fun, it's a journey, enjoy every bit of it.