I Have Something to Say and I Want to Be Heard

Last i will ever write here. Its not for responses but so i can just say it.

Yesterday my wife told me she wants a divorce.
I dont blame her. Shes moving on with life and im a drag on progress.

Im angry but not at her. Im angry at myself. Why didnt life end at its peak?

I know that would be too convienient. I loved where it wasnt deserved in return

Long ago, i felt life would end alone. Its happening now.

I want to rant something sarcastic back at life but i know life wont notice.