Well it's certainly okay to feel any which way you feel and you don't have to apologize for it. If you don't feel comfortable doing it then don't do it just to please someone else...period! Never force yourself to do something you don't want to do. That's self betrayal. And don't just go along to get along. If you decide to go I think you would enjoy it because people are there because they need help, they're not there to cause trouble. I think you might find it rewarding but then that's up to you. Just don't force yourself and go against yourself if you really don't want to. Never do that
