I see your pain...

You laughed at my comment about animals returning to God after death. You laughed at another commenter who said something similar, too. 🤔

I wanted to know why someone would react this way, so I looked at your profile. The pain I saw there was so suffocating I couldn't breathe. You have been through so very much in a very short amount of time. I will not tell you that I understand how you feel, but I will tell you that the pain you are suffering through right now is what my nightmares are made up of. I don't know how I would go on if I experienced a loss of someone I loved so much.😔

I am younger than my Husband, and I have always worried that he would leave the world before me. I have always known I would not be ok if this happened. I don't know how I would react. I might blame God. I might be angry because God didn't save my Husband. I might have my faith deeply shaken. I just don't know how I would react.😔

I understand why you laughed at my comment. It is hard to believe in God when you have lost so much. I am not going to preach to ya. That's the last thing you need, but I see your pain. I feel your pain in the words you write, in the way you behave, and I understand why you laughed. ❤

I am gonna make you mad at me now, because I am gonna pray for you, even if you don't want me to. Please know that God understands too. If you ever want him or need him, he will be there, no matter how much anger or hatred you may feel towards him. He doesn't care. His love is unconditional.🙂

You don't have to believe me or listen to me. You may even lash out at me, but you are loved and cared about, not just by a stranger online like me, but also by a higher power in heaven. This may have seemed like preaching, but I didn't mean it to be. I just wanted to share some love with you.❤

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JamesBugman ·

When I grew up we had JPPatches, and he had Ggoorrsstt the Friendly Frpl living in his basement. He could talk to it and tell it things. It never did anything except listen, but he thought it helped and so it did.
This is your God, only he isn't as close as your basement, he hides inside you someplace and only your imagination can see him or converse with him. You call it Prayers.
Meanwhile, in reality, children die every day and there is nobody watching out for any of them.

WildMountainRose · 56-60, F

@JamesBugman He does hide inside me; you are correct in that. It is true bad things happen every day. I lived through the first 14 years of my life in Hell, but God did not forsake me. Maybe this is why I believe in him. There is no way I can make you understand how I feel, and that is ok. We don't have to agree with each other to treat each other with kindness. Thank you for your comment and for sharing your opinion.