I Have Trust Issues

I don’t think you have that trust issues. You simply dont have to trust him after all. Why can such men felt they can have both ways.

Once the person you trusted the most does something like that to lose your trust... you don’t only have problems trusting him again, but you find yourself questioning everybody and everything :( maybe it can be rebuilt I don’t know. In my case, it couldn’t. But maybe if he can prove it to you somehow. I hope it works out for you!

Well it does not matter what he wants it what you want. Sorry to hear about your dad is he doing okay. I would not go back to your husband he probably wants you to stay because he has not found a replacement yet. sorry to say it like that .

You don't have "trust issues," because there is nothing pathological in your lack of trust. He has loyalty issues.

Well dont trust him