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I Don't Trust Easily Anymore

He called, Anger in his voice. Bitterness through the phone leaks into me. He's not the same. He says all I do is complain. who wouldn't? This will never work out. He's the laziest I've ever seen him. A body with no soul, no cares in the world. I hadn't cried in days and as soon as he began to speak, his voice made my heart ache. My eyes began to water but I wipe them off so the tears don't run down my cheeks. He knows I have no trust in him. He said so himself. It's true, I won't deny it. Even the way he spoke to me was different. The tone in his voice was irritable. I'm scared to go over and confront him . . . I have to do this. I hung up and put my phone down. I began to work and within five minutes I grabbed my phone again. I began to write a message, " I heard anger in your voice". I erased it right away and put my phone down. Pointless to write the message to because he will just ignore me and push me away. That's his best trait,
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barnest2
That's really well written by the way, very poignant
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
Thank you! Glad you thought so.
barnest2
Is this something that's going on right now?
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
Yes. Happened this morning
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
This is from my own personal journal
barnest2
I'm sorry to hear, I think writings one of the best remedies sometimes, or even if you want to talk
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
Very true. I have a box full of journals. It makes me happy to write. Releases a lot of emotions
barnest2
I use a lot of my past and apply them to film scripts or art, the idea of a journal I think is quite nostalgic, in a good way of course
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
Indeed :)
barnest2
Have you been a member long on here?
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
i signed up today
barnest2
Me too, welcome to the club 😊 what bought you here?
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
A Coworker of mine. i added you to my circle!
barnest2
Thats cool 😊 I look forward to reading your experiences, feel free to talk anytime 😊
CrypticPeaches · 31-35, F
awesome!!! :D i'll see if I post another one later tonight or tomorow