do emotions come with a brake pedal??
2020 was actually a good year for until this morning.
i was 50 yrs old before i understood the pain of a broken heart and the inspiration for all the sad songs. this morning the last flicker of hope for a friendship or joy of love died within me. the fire i briefly felt is nothing but cold ashes now. i now feel like my guts were ripped out of me. the knife of loneliness i felt plunged into my heart and twisted causing more misery than i knew existed. and the one who did this i have to work with on daily basis. hope she soon quits or gets fat and pregnant with twins by the penniless white trailer trash, slimy,maggot she chose over me...once again mr nice guy loses out
i was 50 yrs old before i understood the pain of a broken heart and the inspiration for all the sad songs. this morning the last flicker of hope for a friendship or joy of love died within me. the fire i briefly felt is nothing but cold ashes now. i now feel like my guts were ripped out of me. the knife of loneliness i felt plunged into my heart and twisted causing more misery than i knew existed. and the one who did this i have to work with on daily basis. hope she soon quits or gets fat and pregnant with twins by the penniless white trailer trash, slimy,maggot she chose over me...once again mr nice guy loses out
