I Want To Be Special To Someone

Get into a relationship with a guy who knows what healthy love is
And then feel like I love too much and it's all wrong
Then it starts feeling like I'm just putting him on a pedAstal all the time
And he does not treat me the same way back
I'm expected to say nice things to myself and treat myself like I want to be treated
But I still get ignored
Of course I'm going to feel insecure all the time
Of course I'm unhappy
I think I'm too intense. He just couldn't handle me.
Bloody depressing

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SoFine · 46-50, F

Put in place your self-love and self-worth.
Then your anchor in life is secure, then your seeking love is from completion not needy.
No wonder, your neediness will get in the way.
Work on you first, you are your own happy place.
Be special to you, be your own best friend, then you will stand strong not weak.

Isthisit · F

Thanks. I am in no way weak. I don't know if a woman having needs would be classified as weak.
I do admit I have to learn to love myself.