That was a very lengthy yet incredibly kind and sort of pensive deep message from an SW stranger

Which almost never happens.

They are almost always short and shallow. Lack feelings and analysis.

Now I don't know what to say.

I read it and I am thinking about it.

I don't remember this person sadly. kind people who invest time attempting to relate to me and see me can confuse me. Can't help but to wonder about the motive driving the efforts.

Ahhh

When you spend enough time playing chess with life, it becomes impossible to assume good intentions. Pieces differ, pawns advance and never retreat, queens move freely...pieces are different but the objective is not.

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ostfuidctyvm

There are so many people with so many motives that it's hard for anyone to judge what the fk someone is trying to achieve by reaching out. I can only speak for myself. In my case, when I reach out it's because someone has made me care and so I feel like I want to help. To try and help. I feel like maybe I can add a thought process. At worst I can just let them know that someone sees them and gave a crap. I would not have any motivation beyond that. That's just me though and I'm not necessarily typical because I'm somewhat castrated by medication. I lack the ability to have ulterior motives based on my own needs, except perhaps for my own ego needs but then I never really had much of an ego.

Miram · 31-35, F

@ostfuidctyvm do you not crave cuddles even though you can't experience sexual desire?

Miram · 31-35, F

@ostfuidctyvm I have no thought filter because I didn't sleep sufficiently, I am sorry if my question evades proper boundaries.

You never have to answer me. No pressure.

ostfuidctyvm

@Miram I actually don't, no. As for sexual desire, I can experience that but it's a lot more selective and happens a lot less.

As for your question, you can always ask me anything. I would never doubt your intentions ❤