Breakdown session

I want to study Psychology in hopes to understand the human mind- to understand why there were a lot of people who're mentally unstable. I was fixated with that goal. I have to study psychology then immediately proceed to law because my family wants me to become a Lawyer. It was not a big deal. I like both psychology and law, Today, I was having a breakdown because of too much school activities and I was afraid of failure. I was afraid I won't be able to make it despite being one of the top students in class. After my little breakdown session, I was back to making my research papers, and suddenly, my father sent me a message. Asking what college course I would like to take in college. I answered psychology, then he asked if I liked crazy people. I told him my reason of wanting to study psychology then he said I should become a doctor instead of being a psychologist. I started feeling pressured when he started talking about scholarship exams I should take or schools I should go for med school. I know I should be thankful to him for suggesting, but instead, I feel pressure- really really pressured. I just want to tell him that, instead of having "Atty." or "Doc." before my name, can I just have "deceased" before my name?