Random Rant #0001

So I was just having a “me time”, “alone time” and “goodie time” since it’s already weekend.
I was really feeling good and optimistic today so I go out for my plan - go to church, pamper, food, appointment with piercing and probably buy something.

As I was eating my chicken, the food shop only plays love sick songs like “Never gonna leave this bed” and “Love Somebody” by Maroon 5.

At first I was like - the tune is good - what is it about? I searched for it…

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Ooft… I got a lil =_= since I always date myself alone. And the song is about being with someone.

And then, I started reading a manga I got into … recently… and the chapter is about this…

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Sigh

This is one of those days, isn’t it?

Where the universe is doing some freakin’ thing that sours the mood .. as if the world is against me (not on purpose.. maybe). 🤔 Downright letting me know I’m single, alone and dating myself.
I know this is just some fleeting feelings - but it sucks sometimes, y’know?!

Sorry for the rant.

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Sazzio · 36-40, M

It is ok to rant. But it looks like u are truly not happy being single. We rant about things we don't have in our lives. You ranted when u could have enjoyed the music or enjoyed the Manga just for what they are... Entertainment purposes. Not "U don't have this? Ha ha haa!" Everything comes under our mind perception. Rant or be happy?

stayfickle · 26-30

@Sazzio hmmm. At some sense I can say that I am not happy. But in the long run, this is just some of those “moments” I have when I think too much about something and want to tell it to somebody else. More of.. an urge for human connection .. i think.. to be able to have deep talks with someone.
As I further analyze this emotions today, the further I understand or come into conclusion that it can be more like looking for someone to confide about stories — not necessarily a lover.. can be a friend - so on and so fort.