I didn't get enough sleep last night because a crime happened somewhere and my help was needed.

Well it wasn't needed by the time the patient was brought in, she was already gone.

That made me angry.

I don't like being summoned in situations where there is nothing I can do except write the documents.

The perpetrator was her alcoholic husband. It was a very violent crime. He reported himself and said he was drunk.

When I saw her, I felt completely shattered. I have rarely seen things like that since my childhood. It was horrifying.

I have lot of violent thoughts related to the justice system. I will keep them to myself as usual.

I will rest now.