Just a rant

Well school is starting soon, that will be "fun" I was going to spend this summer fixing my mental health but it did nothing for me. Just like that I will be doing the same thing everyday again and stay in the loop till I get a break for myself. Not to mention its extra work because its a collage high school and my old toxic best friend is going to be there and might ruin it for me. He is already trying to "talk" to me and make me feel bad about my self. He wont leave me alone and I dont know what to do. My mental health has been so shit and I cant even get a moment to just breathe.