I'm tired. I'm drained and I repulse it all now.

The feeling that you're a "backup" and an option hurts.

It is the worst feeling when everytime you put efforts. All you get is oh yeah an option.

F*ck it all. This is why I prefer staying high. It's eating me alive. It's clawing me out to see me get ripped out. I never want to share a part of me to any soul ever.