just a lil “woah” and “god damnit” moment

today, i went to est out with a few of my family members. i was quite excited because we havent gone out for dinner in a while. i was in the mood for some good ol soup so i ordered it. as always, i have trouble deciding what to get, but i finally figured it out. when the food arrived i was quite excited, but sadly i didnt really like it (the disappointment man, wanted it so badly) so, my mom, who was one of the family members who went, offered me the soup she got. i tried it but found the density of it alarming and didnt like it at all. my older sister, who was also there, offered me theirs but the density was also too thick for me to consume (what a fancy word) i was so annoyed because it really tasted great but i just couldnt with the density. i never had this happen to me before, but now im realizing my sensory is “acting up” (ik thats not a thing that happens but that’s just how i put it into words) in the end i just had a drink and it was all well. i guess you could say this was a rant and all. i just wanted to spit it out to someone. i want to tell my parent(s) and family but i feel that it is unnecessary and unimportant at the moment etc. but thats all. if you made it this far, im surprised you did, because if i were reading this, id be annoyed at myself okay g’bye now ⭐️