another rant
my life is going downhill
im failing my classes suddenly, my parents always have a problem with me even tho im the third parent, my two close friends got together which stresses me out because one of them is a complete heartbreaker and the other one just wants a long lasting relationship, plus, i dont think i can put up with my own relationship since my mental health affects my boyfriend. i started cutting myself in march 2022, in may i visited my boyfriend for the first time, his cousin was there, shes a really great person but she asked me why i cut myself, and to be honest, if i could tell anyone why i actually do it they would probably think im crazy. anyways back to the point of sh, i was clean for the whole summer, was clean from may start to septembers end, in october, i was literally addicted to cutting myself. my wrists were slit to the point that all that was there were cuts. soon enough my parents found out and grounded me for being immature and cutting myself. they didnt even try to comfort me. after they found out i was togheter with my trans bf, they went ballistic. last time i saw him in january. and to be honest, i dont know if i wanna stay with him or break up with him because im not doing my best right now mentally, and my family right now is stressing me out so bad. please help me on this
im failing my classes suddenly, my parents always have a problem with me even tho im the third parent, my two close friends got together which stresses me out because one of them is a complete heartbreaker and the other one just wants a long lasting relationship, plus, i dont think i can put up with my own relationship since my mental health affects my boyfriend. i started cutting myself in march 2022, in may i visited my boyfriend for the first time, his cousin was there, shes a really great person but she asked me why i cut myself, and to be honest, if i could tell anyone why i actually do it they would probably think im crazy. anyways back to the point of sh, i was clean for the whole summer, was clean from may start to septembers end, in october, i was literally addicted to cutting myself. my wrists were slit to the point that all that was there were cuts. soon enough my parents found out and grounded me for being immature and cutting myself. they didnt even try to comfort me. after they found out i was togheter with my trans bf, they went ballistic. last time i saw him in january. and to be honest, i dont know if i wanna stay with him or break up with him because im not doing my best right now mentally, and my family right now is stressing me out so bad. please help me on this
13-15, T
