Hmm. I've kinda sad ranting. I have forgotten a lot these days. I really want hit my head harder this time.

When I was gardening, I forgot where I left my shovel. It was a small shovel. I was a bit frustrated I wanna put them all in one place but seeing it's not there I feel it cannot complete.

Tbh, I have been forgotten a lot of tasks these days and I am scared if this will affecting my work performance.

Am I too stressed? Or am I having dementia?
I cannot focused at home. I am getting stressed out keep forgetting. I'll hope there is solution to sharp my mind.

I am not old yet but my brain is already old and this is not healthy mind for someone age like me. I hate myself for being this weak.