Can I rant? I am so sorry. I need it now.

I told everything to my sister that my friend recommended me to work at the big city and I am interested because the pay was good plus there is accomodation provided by them but my sister got upset and refused to talk to me.

I was so sad.. no moral support is given from my family.
My other sister also threated me that if I work further than my home I will got harrased and raped by people because I look too naive.

I turned down many good opportunities because of them. The main thing I didn't leave the house because I couldn't find good place to stay.
Every rent is expensive and don't have friends that can support me at time like this.

My heart feels want to explode because I am too furious and yet too coward to let it out.