Seriously? Again with the grunt work.
Forgive me I'm about to use language I normally don't use and I'm about to speak how I normally don't speak. Just a forewarning here.
What in the actual hell is the matter with these stupid ass people? Why the hell am I always getting the stupid cleaning list thrown at me when other people aren't busy doing anything and I'm trying to do my job stocking and organizing. This one stupid 18 year old manager who doesn't deserve to be one because she slept her way to the top pretty much fake smirked at me and gave me the stupid list to do. I decided to do it super slowly as I was leaving in an hour anyway. I got maybe two tasks in and she hands it off to another guy who gets treated as badly as I do to do it. She then smiles at me again and says he will be doing the list you can go back to focusing on your other work. Get out of here before I smack you with this broom. Seriously get out. Everything is dumped on me and this other guy because we are different and don't fit in. The other guy I'm speaking of works slower than everyone else but he has the most heart. Ok he has a lot of back issues but he shows up everyday and works his butt off and is always kind to everyone. He's pretty much my only friend here left aside from one older lady who I rarely see these days. In fact somedays he gets treated worse than I do and I know how it feels because I can see it on his face.
I'm so damn tired of being treated like Cinderella before the royal ball and the happy ever after. I work my butt off everyday I am there and I never get any recognition or praise. I rarely miss work unless I'm sick or very injured, I work hard everyday and am always moving doing something. I try to be helpful and nice to everyone but all these other people who haven't even been here as long keep getting promoted and I've not gotten any offers. I asked many times about moving up and silence. Does nobody have faith in me? Does nobody believe in me? This just proves my point that I'm not appreciated or valued as an employee. I had a coworker the other day tell me how kind and helpful everyone is here and how I can get a raise if I ask and blah blah blah but I don't care because most of these people are cliquey and clannish and don't like anyone who isn't like them.It's very much a you don't belong here type of deal. You aren't one of us so we will shut you out and do everything in our power to reinforce the fact that you aren't anyone of importance. Being here is so damn draining.
I want to be seen and valued. I want to be treated like someone with worth and potential. I want to be spoken to and treated with respect instead of disdain. I really wish these jobs would respond back to me that i've been applying to for over a month now so I can escape this rat trap. It's hard for me to go in with my head held high when all I get is cut down.
What in the actual hell is the matter with these stupid ass people? Why the hell am I always getting the stupid cleaning list thrown at me when other people aren't busy doing anything and I'm trying to do my job stocking and organizing. This one stupid 18 year old manager who doesn't deserve to be one because she slept her way to the top pretty much fake smirked at me and gave me the stupid list to do. I decided to do it super slowly as I was leaving in an hour anyway. I got maybe two tasks in and she hands it off to another guy who gets treated as badly as I do to do it. She then smiles at me again and says he will be doing the list you can go back to focusing on your other work. Get out of here before I smack you with this broom. Seriously get out. Everything is dumped on me and this other guy because we are different and don't fit in. The other guy I'm speaking of works slower than everyone else but he has the most heart. Ok he has a lot of back issues but he shows up everyday and works his butt off and is always kind to everyone. He's pretty much my only friend here left aside from one older lady who I rarely see these days. In fact somedays he gets treated worse than I do and I know how it feels because I can see it on his face.
I'm so damn tired of being treated like Cinderella before the royal ball and the happy ever after. I work my butt off everyday I am there and I never get any recognition or praise. I rarely miss work unless I'm sick or very injured, I work hard everyday and am always moving doing something. I try to be helpful and nice to everyone but all these other people who haven't even been here as long keep getting promoted and I've not gotten any offers. I asked many times about moving up and silence. Does nobody have faith in me? Does nobody believe in me? This just proves my point that I'm not appreciated or valued as an employee. I had a coworker the other day tell me how kind and helpful everyone is here and how I can get a raise if I ask and blah blah blah but I don't care because most of these people are cliquey and clannish and don't like anyone who isn't like them.It's very much a you don't belong here type of deal. You aren't one of us so we will shut you out and do everything in our power to reinforce the fact that you aren't anyone of importance. Being here is so damn draining.
I want to be seen and valued. I want to be treated like someone with worth and potential. I want to be spoken to and treated with respect instead of disdain. I really wish these jobs would respond back to me that i've been applying to for over a month now so I can escape this rat trap. It's hard for me to go in with my head held high when all I get is cut down.
26-30, T
