Random rant

2nd night in a row(well technically it's been over a week) where I can't sleep lol. Been awake since 2 AM. It's 4:12AM as we speak. Damn I miss the liquor. At least, it helped me not overthink. It helped me sleep and numb it all. Even for a short while, it's effective. It's better than people too lol. Doesn't trash you when you're not needed.

Here I am unable to sleep. Reliving it all lol.

I'm actually ready to do anything to f*cking end it all.