I Need to Rant

The pain has invited my old friend depression and that shithead has made itself right at home. Now I can’t stop crying. My stupid face is all red and puffy and I need to get it together. I’m hiding out in a conference room right now with a giant wet wad of toilet paper I grabbed from the ladies room. It’s sort of ridiculous enough to be cheered up by the sight of it.

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Bubbletea · 51-55, F

ALthough I don't know if the depression you are facing now is due to a love interest, I was there a few weeks ago and it is hard I know. Master all your strength and tell yourself you don't need this, and your head is playing you. You can control this and shake it off and emerge above it, tomorrow is another beautiful day! Hugs.. hang in there.

Fallflower · 46-50, F

Actually for once it’s from physical pain, not emotional. I’m trying not to give in but it’s so easy to just be like why me. Then I hate myself for being like that. Being strong is wearing on me and this is making me crazy 🙄 thank you for your comment it means a lot. @Bubbletea

Bubbletea · 51-55, F

Do U mean someone inflicting physical pain on you?

Fallflower · 46-50, F

@Bubbletea no just my body being in inexplicable pain all the time for many months. Some kind of joint inflammation/muscle spasm thing. Your questions do make me think... it could be worse!!

Bubbletea · 51-55, F

Hmmmm.... have u tried a naturopath? Cld be something u are eating and unaware that u are allergic to and it doesn't show up on a regular skin prick test.