The manner in which Jarfff uses Similar Worlds
I would like this to offer guidance both for me and for anyone whom it may concern, Jarfff is not here to be developing any relationships or extended conversations with others, he desires zero complications to add to his already over complicated inner being.
There is a thing called loneliness, i reject that term very strongly to be attributed to me, but why else would i be here, well let me try to word it now, why i'm here:
To be able to write my thoughts, much of which i want to get rid of, others i wish to progress into ever more clear thinking about. There is much to think about, and get clear in the whole thinking area, which is like the Tardis of Doctor Who lore, bigger on the inside, the outside is the words i use on my posts.
The niceness of minimal contact with other people cannot be denied, but the key word here is minimal, it's like an aura, a thin aura that enhances the experience of being here, not informing and prejudicating it, in other words, not being involved with anything beyond the bare necessities.
To be involved more than that actually gives me stress, in the past i would be more involved, and it screwed me over, i do not know how to properly manage and handle such involvement.
I am a distant creature, sending beams of confusion to another world which may see it as perfectly understandable, to see that response once in awhile encourages me that it's not so dark and bewildering on another side, but staying in this side is all there ever will be for the transportation devices to go to another dimension requires me to give up my essentials, my essentials and me will only part when i die.
There is a thing called loneliness, i reject that term very strongly to be attributed to me, but why else would i be here, well let me try to word it now, why i'm here:
To be able to write my thoughts, much of which i want to get rid of, others i wish to progress into ever more clear thinking about. There is much to think about, and get clear in the whole thinking area, which is like the Tardis of Doctor Who lore, bigger on the inside, the outside is the words i use on my posts.
The niceness of minimal contact with other people cannot be denied, but the key word here is minimal, it's like an aura, a thin aura that enhances the experience of being here, not informing and prejudicating it, in other words, not being involved with anything beyond the bare necessities.
To be involved more than that actually gives me stress, in the past i would be more involved, and it screwed me over, i do not know how to properly manage and handle such involvement.
I am a distant creature, sending beams of confusion to another world which may see it as perfectly understandable, to see that response once in awhile encourages me that it's not so dark and bewildering on another side, but staying in this side is all there ever will be for the transportation devices to go to another dimension requires me to give up my essentials, my essentials and me will only part when i die.
