for months now I have been feeling too boring for the fucked up ppl, and not whole enough for healed ppl.. so I am in this awkward stage of personal character development, just watching and listening mostly.
Transition and growth are definitely not the definition of boring. It's common, though, to feel as you do during the stage you're in. Right now, caught between two worlds ... but don't look back, just keep going forward. It will be completed before you can even realize it.
It's understandable to feel caught between two worlds, especially during a period of personal growth. Definitely a challenging and sometimes isolating experience but recognizing where you are in your personal development is an essential step.You're just in a stage of observation and reflection, which can be very valuable. Take it is a time to learn from both the fucked up and the healed individuals. Each perspective offers insights that can help shape your own path ahead.
@deathfairyThat’s understandable. You do it when you’re ready. Just don’t feel like you don’t deserve to have someone listen to you. Your friends should be willing to hear you and support you no matter how you’re feeling.
This is a good time though. Not for fun and excitement, but deep learning. It's gonna feel fucked up and alone until one day it feels glorious 🖤 a beautiful becoming for a beautiful soul.