It makes me happy to see rich people

Enjoying their lives and having everything they need. I don't like anyone suffering. But I still feel incredibly out of place here. And it's because I am. I can't resonate with these people in these gated communities. And likewise. I asked for a relocation but no. They like me here yet they don't like me. No one has ever had a nice thing to say to me here. The only thing anyone said to me was " oh how much you making here?" First of all not allowed to discuss
Secondly nunya. And it wasn't to be nice it was to make themselves feel better that they have money and I don't, and the ironic thing is I don't want to be rich. It turns people into self indulging snobs oblivious to reality.