I'm Saying Don't Judge Me Until You've Walked In My Shoes

Where do I even begin.. I always had a dysfunctional family and that's where the trust issues began. Lost my dad when I was 17. Lost my mom when I was 23. My 2 older sisters are complete strangers to me and my younger sister is currently a addict. I have a hard time getting close to anyone. I fight everyday not to think bad thoughts. I seem to have a problem of not letting go of my past. But despite all that I have been thru, I still see the good in people and I will continue to have a huge heart. My past was pretty shitty but that doesn't mean my future will be.