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I Want to Help People [Helping Others]

Ep has become more of a depressant...
I'm never online when someone needs help.
I'm seeing people I know post stuff about how they're depressed and stuff, and I want to help, but I'm never online
It's frustrating and makes me feel like a worthless sack of sht
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Injoy1767
Take good care of *you*, my friend, and you ALREADY make a difference!
C9poke · 22-25, M
No. No I don't. I don't live for myself. I am good when everyone I care about is happy/content.
Injoy1767
Then feel invited to reconsider...
C9poke · 22-25, M
I really can't just worry about myself. It's gotten to the point where I sometimes forget what to say/describe how I'm actually feeling and say something so I can find out their situation. No one around me cares about my well-being, I hardly care about my well-being. Why bother? I'm a spoiled kid who contributes to the world in NO WAY
Injoy1767
What wounds are you hiding from? You've got a wonderful soul that needs support and its own healing. Take care of you.
C9poke · 22-25, M
Taking care of myself = asking what's wrong

I'm not hiding wounds. I'm preventing wounds from opening up. Like right now.
Injoy1767
What's wrong with whom? In the fist place one's own wounds need to open up to be healed. The feelings of pain and sorrow, disappointment, resentment or anger, need to be released.
C9poke · 22-25, M
It is being released :3
Making myself realize how insignificant, worthless, unintelligent, incompetent person I am, I feel slightly better
Injoy1767
Is that really true? Do you really believe this about yourself?
C9poke · 22-25, M
It's fact. Not a belif
C9poke · 22-25, M
It's also a motivator. The only way I'll ever do something is if I'm brutally honest about myself
Injoy1767
Sending you waves of warm and comforting vibes, friend. Take, if needed :-)
C9poke · 22-25, M
Thanks?