Abba as I come before you I pray for the one known as Emmma
I bind the spirit of heaviness according to Matthew 18:18 and loose the garment of praise, oil of joy and comfort. We choose to uproot every root from our lives and plant the seeds of the word that keeps us free. In Jesus's mighty name I pray, let your will be done. Amen
I feel the same, more in Winter than in Summer. Good that you don‘t dare making this irreversible step. Don‘t you have bright moments to? Try to remember that after darkness, there will be light again. That‘s my tactic. You also could have a clinical depression, have you checked that?
"tired of living and scared of dying"... I'd recommend that you get yourself a book about the wonders of the universe. Not a simplified picture book. A book that's really hard to study. Don't cry, baby – work 👍
@Emmma hmm, well there are free online resources that can help. And if you need to talk to someone, I know I don't know you, but I've been suicidal before. I don't mind listening.
