I'm kinda embarrassed to say this but I had a hard time getting over a girl here

We became high from each other but she didn't know how but it was really cool for both of us I think. I'm not sure who it is anymore because I leave a lot but damn I hope it's possible she wouldn't hate me for not seeing how she was really... We both went through something awesome together. This song reminds me a lot of not being ok without her[media=https://youtu.be/T22yr9PG-Ig]
Back then. She didn't know lol