O-O How many people are going to end up blocking me once I start sending the weird messages??

Dx< Bring it!!

Dx ILL DO IT DONT TEST ME

Dx I'm always testing you!!

._. I hate tests I'm already so stressed ._.

.-. Why??

._. because life

Wanna talk abowt eht?? \:

._. there's not much that you don't already know. I just keep running out of energy to keep myself up and doing stuff lately. Like I'm practically failing my English class because I haven't been super motivated to do the work.

:/ When do you get to leave for that vacation with your family??

Not until next Thursday. I'm starting to doubt how much I'll like it though mostly because I'll have to see Gabriel and Anna while I'm over there and with how judgemental my family is I feel like they'll judge me and ask me questions about being here or whatever ._.

._. Well that sucks.. x'D And totally opposite of what you were saying earlier so wooooooowwwwwww.. x'D Pretty much you're saying your life is shit right now!! x'D

x'D there was not one moment where my life wasn't shit tbh x'D

x'D Kyle made sure of that..

._. *sigh*

._. So what are you planning to do for thanksgiving? Just go with them and be miserable since it wont be the way you thought it would..? :/ Should make sure you're checking for anything suspicious whenever you change and shower and shiz.. x'D That's so fucking sad but yeah..

I'll probably still end up going to my grandmas even though Gabriel is there. I don't really care that much about him anymore especially since he's scared of me in a way. x'D I don't know about leaving Don for so long because I'll be gone for days probably and I have trust issues now because of Kyle Dalton Nick etc etc ._.

._. Trust issues that the game hermit will do something??

._. He's actually starting to get bored with games since all he has is old Xbox 360 games and can't afford an Xbox One to play with all his friends. These last two weekends he hasn't really been on the games at all. He also made this new friend named Alyssa that I don't like. Mostly just because she's a girl and I don't trust them bitches.

._. Yeah that doesn't sound good at all honestly that she's suddenly a new friend AND he's stopped playing games.. ._. Them'z all red flags yoh..

In fact it's the exact same scenario you had with Nick.. ._.

He actually stopped playing games before she was in the picture. She's just some new girl that just moved here like a week ago or something that he's been talking to. I've hung out with her and she's cool I guess but that doesn't mean I just approve of him hanging out with her all the time. Like the other day he went to the library with her because she had to do an essay. He didn't go for any other reason except to just keep her company. He wasn't even home when I got home from school which is like two hours after he gets home.

Yeah you got to lock that shit down and have a long conversation about it.. :/ Otherwise shit just gets out of control... Need to set up your okays and not okays with him.. And both of you need to work it out.. :/ Good luck Duck..

._. hopefully one day I can just not have trust issues because he's definitely not the cheating type. I know that but it still just bugs me.

._. Well you've kinda said that about other guys and yeaaahhh.. ._. Your view of them is a much more "Optimistic" point of view than a reasonable one.. x'D So sorry if I can no longer take your word on that..

xD To me this is just all red flags like previous times Duck..

xD I say lock it down and set stipulations and conditions where you can relax easier.. xD Cuz it's honestly not looking good..

x'D I know I know I know x'D I've already talked to him about it though so I think it'll be okay. If it's not then well o-o I guess I gotta find some other place to live x'D

o-o Well I better get rich so I can take care of you.. 🙄