I think I'm gonna slowly put myself out there.

I pretty much dont care anymore 'bout what happened. I learned what all I could from it. Mourned the loss, but then again was it even a loss to begin with? I don't think so anymore. I'm not meant to be mistreated. I really do deserve better and to give my heart to someone who genuinely loves me. Not use me because they just want to be in a relationship or they're in pain so they're gonna take it out on me. And that someone take care of themselves so there can be a future together. Not drink and smoke and use that as an excuse for being shitty or whatever. Nah, I'm over the excuses.:)

I'm pretty much over her. Finally.