My personality has altered slightly
Logically, this is a consequence of taking my psychiatric medications incorrectly. I’m being very inefficient right now. Unfortunately, humans find easily attainable pleasures very preferable over long-term pleasures, so it’s very difficult to resist the urge to daydream, which gives me intense pleasure continuously. It becomes even more intense when I’m high, to the point where I will have to stop and tremble. But cannabis is only an occasional pleasure. Perhaps I will engage in it in two weeks with my brother before I leave for a weed-free vacation.
Currently, I have 5 paragraphs to write in my college essay about the smart grid. My performance is so absolutely abysmal that I am concerned about my ability to hand it in on time tomorrow at 3 PM. I think I will attempt it shortly with the most spirit I can muster.
I also need to take my Seroquel. I’m concerned it will impact my ability to write this entire paper. Given I did not sleep last night, I am very exhausted, and it is difficult to perform tasks that require significant cognitive ability. Even my skincare routine is difficult to do, but that is only because I’m not sure when to do it today. I seem to forget what I’m doing and switch my mind to other things relatively quickly; additionally, it is very difficult to concentrate. My eyes are in a painful state; that is, they hurt. I’m also quite shaky, much worse than usual. Perhaps the cold in my room is contributing to this problem.
Currently, I have 5 paragraphs to write in my college essay about the smart grid. My performance is so absolutely abysmal that I am concerned about my ability to hand it in on time tomorrow at 3 PM. I think I will attempt it shortly with the most spirit I can muster.
I also need to take my Seroquel. I’m concerned it will impact my ability to write this entire paper. Given I did not sleep last night, I am very exhausted, and it is difficult to perform tasks that require significant cognitive ability. Even my skincare routine is difficult to do, but that is only because I’m not sure when to do it today. I seem to forget what I’m doing and switch my mind to other things relatively quickly; additionally, it is very difficult to concentrate. My eyes are in a painful state; that is, they hurt. I’m also quite shaky, much worse than usual. Perhaps the cold in my room is contributing to this problem.
