Time to cut

@caccoon I feel numb. Unloved. I just want to feel something.

@StokedFox I'm sorry, I understand. :( Is there anything you can do in the meantime to get you through until the feeling passes? Do you think you could sleep? I'm so sorry. :(

I think you're lovely, and very intelligent and down to earth. I know it's not much, I'm just some internet person, but I appreciate you. And it looks like a lot of other people do too! 💙

@caccoon I definitely appreciate you too girl. Thank you. I already did it. I feel better. I haven't slept in days. I hate myself. Hate. There's no end. I'm trying but there's only so much I can do alone with a toddler. Love to you girl. And everyone here.

@StokedFox I understand, it's okay. :( I know it's hard as fuck when you're already "there". Self-hatred is so tough. Have you been eating at all? :( If you can, try to eat some and rest? I'm so sorry, I don't want to tell you what to do, but those things are hard to do sometimes on your own.

I'm sorry things are hard right now. But I've seen (glimpses of, from your posts), your strong days, and they're beautiful. 🤗 Love to you too!