What would it take to make you happy again?

@nedkelly Almost made me cry...tears in my eyes.

@schizosaint Do not cry and GOD must have needed a decent angle that day

@nedkelly Ned I would give anything if that was possible I would get on my knees and not get up until you said you had him in your arms .
and I won't preach to you about how all that really works ,or what the Bible really says ,
But I will say Love like there is no tomorrow ,and forgive (even yourself )
and introduce him to me when we get there too .
I have wanted to ask you a million times what happen ,
but only the wicked stay dead
those with a heart to love and forgive rise again ,and the innocent
theirs is the kingdom of God
I know you miss your child ,I am at a loss for words when you mention him
you are in my prayers my friend ,,but your son crossed the finish line
you and I still have to ,then you'll see him again
Please pardon my 2 cents ,I think you are a good man
and I sometimes feel your pain ,(you may know mine were hid from me for 12 years so I kind of know what that hole feels like )
I have to remind myself my loved ones are not lost they just rest ,
but I miss them ,God knows I would be nuts were it my son
you are a courageous man ,much respect