I blocked you even though you are kind to me , because you are too cruel to other people that have never caused you harm.
What ensures you wouldn't do the same to me?
What makes me different to you?
Because I am a woman?
Because you're scared of me?
Where does it stop?
It sure doesn't stop at death. I see people at it long after the person dies.
I don't know. I don't like it. I don't like being human anymore.
Way too much projections. Way too many hypocrisies.
Us, you, them, me.. it all feels the same yet different.
Does my desire for distance come from the fact that I am cruel too? Is it because I am capable of far worse than you are , and I don't want to see my most inner darkest truth being pulled into the front by an attachment to you?
Why do your actions feel so angering? Why does it bother me so? Why do I want to control that? Am I a control freak? Maybe. Not sure. I only know that I don't like it whatever this is.
Damage control is all you have sometimes. Damage control is what I am doing.
Think too much or think too little. You're you and I am me. There is no changing either.
I know that despite of everything everyone has some redeeming qualities. Everyone got something in them that makes them capable of the best in human kind, and the worst unfortunately.
What makes me different to you?
Because I am a woman?
Because you're scared of me?
Where does it stop?
It sure doesn't stop at death. I see people at it long after the person dies.
I don't know. I don't like it. I don't like being human anymore.
Way too much projections. Way too many hypocrisies.
Us, you, them, me.. it all feels the same yet different.
Does my desire for distance come from the fact that I am cruel too? Is it because I am capable of far worse than you are , and I don't want to see my most inner darkest truth being pulled into the front by an attachment to you?
Why do your actions feel so angering? Why does it bother me so? Why do I want to control that? Am I a control freak? Maybe. Not sure. I only know that I don't like it whatever this is.
Damage control is all you have sometimes. Damage control is what I am doing.
Think too much or think too little. You're you and I am me. There is no changing either.
I know that despite of everything everyone has some redeeming qualities. Everyone got something in them that makes them capable of the best in human kind, and the worst unfortunately.
