I scroll through comments in her channel to remind myself that the people I help will, do and can repay me in ingratitude, betrayal and harm

I scroll through all those hateful words people say to a clearly severely mentally ill woman.

I go there as a reminder of what happens when life finally takes the very last thing from you. Your sanity.

When you're down and society kicks you even more..through social norms, unspoken conventions, religion...etc etc

This is a reminder of how reliable most humans are. I watch a completel insane woman being berated, judged, demonized, threatened... by a very sane world..

Yep..