What I did with risperidone to stop aging on the first try

I broke one pill in half and crushed it up fine and mixed it in a little bit of water and it was milky color and put it in one of these bottles and then I got another bottle and made the water level the same and mixed them up and moved one in front of the other both go there around and around till I lost where they where at and then I still didn't know which one was which with the risperidone and then I drunk it and didn't get the risperidone in my system on the first try for the first time this way 30min ago. I had rubber gloves on. I am a neuro typical and they say this stuff reduces brain volume in neuro typicals.