I have no clue why I am thinking about that now but I remember that when we were kids my father decided to build our bathroom in the yard

Instead of keeping the indoors one.

There were terrorists. And it wasn't rare for terrorists to climb through walls ..etc especially at night.

We weren't allowed to turn the lights on even in the house. We had to walk in complete darkness.

You can't be both a dummy and a convicted diagnosed psychopath . So I am guessing right now it was intentional to make our lives more difficult for us.

He did extreme things to test us and make us stronger. Don't know that doesn't bother me as much as the regular actions. Perhaps because they were masked.