I had an anger outburst over something seemingly trivial. However it was hundreds of things accumulating that lead to it.

Told them they will either learn to talk respectfully and develop a moral compass and a sense of responsibility, or I will be worse than they are and make everyone's work environment insufferable. I will target them nonstop, giving them hell until they quit.

My throat hurts because I had to rise my voice and be intimidating. After all the screaming and criticism, everybody straightened their act but also it is pretty intense.

Usually after me losing my temper, they take things seriously and then go back to half assed work in few weeks.

Fear is never a long lasting motivator. This is very much a cultural problem one person cannot solve. Many people like to praise heroes , and those who do "good" , for the very reason that it absolves them from doing the work someone else is doing. It doesn't incite true change.

I am just tired of the same mistakes, most of which are due to laziness and irresponsibility. Not lack of understanding. I need to calm down for the rest of the day ,and consider how my hormones are affecting me.