She called and I hang up as soon as I recognized her voice.

I don't even want to bother explaining to her because it just makes me feel that things happened which I am in no shape to deal with .

If you know me, you would know that sometimes I refuse to look inwards , and that translates to me avoiding questions like "how are you?" "Are you hungry?" Or whatever involves self evaluation.

I guess I am there again. Staying on the surface to avoid being angry.

Almost a week of nightmares and rage has passed.