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馃ズ Remember that time you said you'd rather be dead than 30?

馃槵Wheltz
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Yep, but only lived it to endure more pain.
I plan to be 39 forever.
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 There has to be some art that you've made that was worth living longer than you could have.
@Lostpoet not particularly anymore, but the way my life ends will be the masterpiece.
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 it might feel that way but you never know. You might do something great or you might save someone else's life if you just stick in there.
@Lostpoet remember that Buddhist monk we were talking about the other day? Yeah that鈥檚 my final masterpiece 馃ぃ馃ぃ馃槀馃ぃ馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃槀馃ぃ
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 The guy never even flinch but did you see how hurt everyone else around him was? Nobody wants to see you go like that bro.馃珋馃珎
[quote] if you just stick in there[/quote]
That鈥檚 what she said 馃ぃ馃槀馃ぃ馃槀@Lostpoet
@Lostpoet I know I won鈥檛 flinch won鈥檛 even scream in pain, just screaming out every last drop of anger in my soul, (for a peaceful next life I just hope there isn鈥檛 one, reincarnation is the only thing that scares me about death) and I hope my feet still stay firm on the ground too.
@Lostpoet I know there are a few who won鈥檛 want me to go, but everyone has their time one day. Mines only round the corner.
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 Why don't you let fate decide when it'll be?
@Lostpoet it鈥檚 sealed as fuck bro. It鈥檚 one path of my life that was meant to happen, there were other paths I followed with all the fight I have, but all the fight I have left has led me to this in the coming 6-12 months. Just enough time to get my final affairs in order.
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 Sh*t man I really hope something changes in your life for the better but if I had my choice I'd go to so I really can't say that you wrong.
@Lostpoet you know the life I lived bro, I鈥檓 young, not good enough to die young. But bad enough to die ugly馃敟

Only the good die young but the bad die ugly.
LostpoetM
@AwakeningConfession221122 I like them lines.
@Lostpoet that鈥檚 me brother. I鈥檓 bad and my end is going to be ugly. That thought has been in my mind since I was a child bro.