Several Times

I've overdosed on my psych meds... We're talking bottles full not just a few handfuls.... Brand new prescription the whole bottles.....I typed out this long thing trying to explain what I was feeling each time but there was the problem.... I felt nothing at all no sadness, no anxiety, no depression... I guess empty is the word I would use.... I know it's a cruel way to leave everyone.... I truly understand that.... You don't have to lecture me.... Something really powerful just switched off everything....I'm not going to write too much on this because it's very personal... I just hope anyone feeling or not feeling anything get help in time.... Rightfully I shouldn't be alive but by some miracle I am....