Anyone in London can send me something to sleep.

Anyone in London to help me sleep.
All the people who cared about me died and the suicide was the worst.

I was going to visit him but I was too late. The police told me I was the only one but how? He lived far from me and he told me a lot of personal stuff that he never told anyone. I didn't know baby. I am not in good health but I would have tried.