por siempre solo

So I had a good friend a great amazing friend but the problem was he was a drug addict and the drugs killed him. Then I got another friend and she was amazing and shes a drug addict and the drugs are destroying her plus shes in love and her boyfriends on drugs and I am invisible now I just exist. I try to go out and have fun but I can't I am 37 years old and I am going through a midlife crisis. I am 37 years old and I will die single with out children or any kind of family or any kind of friends.

Right now I am mostly just focused on savings and money how to generate more and more money so that I can retire or if I have a medical emergency that at least I will be taken care of. This is my life. This is what life is all about just work and saving for me now... What a life I live...